death,docters,and competition

HAPPY MAY FIRST GIRLS!!!

i decided that i need to say something to lemons.FIRST OFF, SORRY BOUT SWEARIN IN THE CBOX. but listen, please dont kill yourself. certain things in life will happen to you. LIFE IS SHIT, HELL, AND PAIN ALL WRAPPED UP IN A PIECE OF SHIT PACKAGE. it will fuck you over, so when you get a chance, fuck it back. reach your goal weight. show the whole WORLD that you are amazing, and beautiful. show it that it is wrong! never give up, never stop trying, or else... you will die. eaither by your hand, someone elses, or gods. life isnt a box of chocolates or any of that shit, but i mean look at what you have done! you have an ARMY of girls willing to work with you and make you better. all i am going to say is that you made a difference in our lives, i mean, u co-created the MSF! we care about you, and dont want u 2 die. i understand if you dont understand my veiws, i am not TELLING you what to do. i am just giving a bit of a suggestion. but hey, if you can tell me not to purge, i can tell you not to kill yourself. i hope it works that way.

I DONT HAVE TO HAVE AN MRI. I AM NOT DYING. i am so overjoyed that i am not sick. i love life, just not how it works. i am trying to squeeze every single little thing that i can get out of it like squeezing the water from a sponge.



You know that program that people use to make themselves look amazing, photoshop? yeah, well i have a question. why are we getting fatter and make ourselves look better, instead of losing weight, and not need to alter out appearance digitaly? think about that.

AND NOW FOR THE COMPETITION

SEE THE COMPITITION TAB TO SEE WHAT THTS ABOUT

i also decided that i hate my friend GiGi. she is a total FLAKE! yesterday there was something at my school called mini society. it is when all the 7th graders have to run a business. My friends Emma, Mackinzie, and gigi where expected to show up, but GiGi skipped it. she texted emma at seven that morning to say that she didn't want to come. SHE NEEDED TO BE THERE TO GIVE US THE PAPERWORK AND THE START UP MONEY. so we had to get into her locker to get all the stuff, so i had to pick the lock, and the money wasnt even in there.

i was really happy to see my SiStEr KaItLyN sing in the talent show. it was amazing! i never knew she had such good singing abilities.
I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. i didnt eat lunch at all yesterday. i am out of money so i think that that will be my excuse.

~LOVE YOU ALL!~