Blood

Blood. Red, smelly, metalic tasting blood. i need to say something. i am in trouble. i purge so much i throw up blood. its bad for me. it will eventually kill me somehow. but. its impossible to stop. i will get under 140. i will do it? what? you dont believe me? well then  FUCK YOU. i can do this. i have nothing to do but move into my new room. and listen to music. there is no food up in my house now... :)!!! just the break i needed! i purged a lot today. before i took my shower tonight (about ten mintues ago) i got up at least a days worth of food. later