122.6

one hundred twenty two pounds and six ounces. when you spell it out and type it like that..it makes it seem like so much. maybe i would be happier in the double diget range..but we will see when i make it out of the 120's.
i just talked to this boy that i LOVE!!!! his name is *jessie* and he is way to old for me. about 18 or 19. and he is comming down from ohio soon, and i want to be thin by then. i want to be thin, pretty, and cool. we talked and i told him that i had gotten sick from drinking, and i would never do it again, and he was so cool about it. we laughed a bit, and he was talking about how he was still high from the night before. i told him i couldnt even remember the past few days, which, to be honest, i cant. we made a gravity bong and its so awesome.
ladies i learned a key in weight loss. you know that salt water cleanse that tastes so absolutly horrible you want to throw up each and every time you drink it? well, heres a solution. frosted mini wheats. no milk. yes, they are frosted, way too sweet, and dry as hell (drink with water, no soda) and i can garuntee you the next day you will have the um..same effects. to the girls who dont know what i mean..stay near the bathroom..and be sure you have a lot of toilet paper.
last night i had the worst dream ever. i dreamt that i had showed my mom this site...not gona get into details.
I AM READING THE MOST AWESOME BOOK EVER!!! its kinda fucked up but its still good. its basicly where this girl is kidnapped when she is four by some people named Bic ( a wanabe preacher) and his wife or whatever named Opal. well, bic *looks up to god and prays for forgivness..* molests the girl as a kid, and the trauma is so bad she has multiple personalities when she grows up. one of which is named Leona, and is obsessed with the girl (Laurie)'s college english teacher, and lauries sister sarah is making her go to see a therapist, who thinks that she has multiple identities, but thats as far as ive gotten..i just got it yesterday but i love it. i usually read these kinds of books. they are advanced for my age, which is good because i read on a college freshman level, and im only in eighth grade.