152.2
i have no idea either. no way starving works this well! i have no doubts anymore. I am not crazy (for the people who read this, but lets be honest, only 1 person does. which is good. i mean, this is just for me to get my thoughts out.)
Back to my mile marker
i weighed this morning. i have become obsessed with seeing those numbers drop! 152.2 is not possible for me. that is so cool!! but summer is coming up... and i am joining the Midsummers Night Fast. imagine how much weight i can lose in that VERY long fast. i recommend it to the girls who wanna lose weight, but not to those who cant stick to something. today i got the best thinspiration i can get right now... i lost 6 pounds. not possible for me. but it is. it is amazing. if i lose 6 pounds in this small amount of time, imagine what i can in 20 days? lets see, i am trying to be under 120 pounds, and this is a perfect idea. i knew today was going to be great. i binged yesterday on some ice cream for my friends birthday. i know couldn't help it. her mom was already asking me why i wasn't eating any of the macaroni (something i used to like when i was covering my feelings with food.) i need to lose some weight on my arms and legs, but six pounds? this is amazing. great. but not perfect yet. i am so close i can feel it. OK, so not so close. still about 37.2 pounds.
i have no idea either. no way starving works this well! i have no doubts anymore. I am not crazy (for the people who read this, but lets be honest, only 1 person does. which is good. i mean, this is just for me to get my thoughts out.)
Back to my mile marker
i weighed this morning. i have become obsessed with seeing those numbers drop! 152.2 is not possible for me. that is so cool!! but summer is coming up... and i am joining the Midsummers Night Fast. imagine how much weight i can lose in that VERY long fast. i recommend it to the girls who wanna lose weight, but not to those who cant stick to something. today i got the best thinspiration i can get right now... i lost 6 pounds. not possible for me. but it is. it is amazing. if i lose 6 pounds in this small amount of time, imagine what i can in 20 days? lets see, i am trying to be under 120 pounds, and this is a perfect idea. i knew today was going to be great. i binged yesterday on some ice cream for my friends birthday. i know couldn't help it. her mom was already asking me why i wasn't eating any of the macaroni (something i used to like when i was covering my feelings with food.) i need to lose some weight on my arms and legs, but six pounds? this is amazing. great. but not perfect yet. i am so close i can feel it. OK, so not so close. still about 37.2 pounds.
faith is something we don't posses immediately
but something we grow- Leona E.
my mom!
"life is something that will fuck u over whenever it gets a chance, so when i can, i fuck life back." Cole E.
my awesome evil brother
YAY!!!! Great job on losing the 6 pounds! I'm so happy that you joined the Midsummer's Night Fast. We will all lose weight to get us the perfect body for the summer!!!!
ReplyDeleteSoon you will be the perfect and thin girl of your dreams!
six pound? lucky! I'm doing the fast as well, we can do it. (:
ReplyDeletecongratulations! Let's all watch those numbers on the scale go DOWN, DOWN, DOWN every day :)
ReplyDeletethank u all for ur support! i am so glad that someone out there cares
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