its never to late

the sequel to the midsummers night fast. im going to be out of the running for a week, as long as i am careful and dont binge like i did today. im going to be at jeffs for another weekened. but i dont need that food in the kitchen. if i eat it i am fat and worthless and deserve punishment. im going go take a cold shower and go so sleep. its 12:26 already. and i think my clock is off....