i fucking hate pizza

i fucking hate it. its my favorite junk food, and i failed TWICE because of it. i had a slice for lunch, with chocolate milk and pudding!! and for dinner...four slices of pizza with extra cheese that i purged up. i am still really full though..it makes me so sad. and my brother just went into the bathroom and i dont think i cleaned after my purge...like i didnt wipe the seat off. and my end of the day teacher ms. *rouse* had asked me how much weight i had lost..damn. i want to get down to 125 without anyone stopping me.