1. my ex ISNT mad at me, and i was finally able to give him the hint of how im trying to distance myself from him by not holding his hand or kissing him after he kissed my cheek (which is what he usually does when he wants to kiss..its like his hint) oh, and i was adressed by my former crush today. i was in the hallway, nervously finding my way around, trying to find the science room, when BAM, he did his usual cool guy "yo, whats up?" and i didnt recognize him because he dyed his hair and got a LOT taller, so when i asked if i knew him, he just laughed and said "i see how it is girl, you date someone and forget all about your real shoulder pillow" so i had to tell him i was single, when he ISNT (hes in "love" :b) so yeahh. apparently if i dye my hair and wear something so small it makes my legs lose circulation (like i said, the size 0's? nott possible) i get hit on. ohh, and the ex walked me to my english class and tried to get a kiss, but he just walked away with a hug.
then the OTHER ex whom i dated for a day was tryin to hit on me and i told him to back off. ahhh it twas a decent day.
also, WE HAD AN EARTHQUAKE! it scared the FUCK out of me. it rattled the whole school! it was enough to like, take shit off our desks and stuff like thatt.
i skipped lunch (but fucked that up when i got home) today. which i was proud of. i don't think i'm going to eat this year. i think i'm just going to get my mom to give me cash and keep it so its like if i don't eat, i get paid every week. genius plan? yes, i know.
i think ive found the person i want to be with. and she's confusing the fuck out of me! how the hell am i supposed to know whats up with her? shes bi, definetly. and says hi to me every chance she gets, but she won't sit next to me in the class we have together, but i think i'll get her to tomorrow, if i can get away from my buddy *CARLOS*, the hot ex's cousin, who looks like a lumberjack and wants to smash.
i was called a whore today by my other friend who wants to bone, and i asked why he said that, and he asked me if the name *$#@^* rang a bell. he says that "D" the person i lost my v card to, was telling EVERYONE we smashed. grrr. i am NOT a whore. he was the only person i had sex with. i don't sleep around. i flirt, get to know people, and see if they are intrested. if they are, i'll date them. but now, i'm focusing my game on a chick, which is a whole other story if youve been getting with guys this whole time. tis very confusing ladies. very confusing.
well, that was pretty much a bit of info about my first day as a freshman. i have a feeling itll be a lot worse.
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