Monday, April 5, 2010
continued note, self hurt. dont do it
YOU CAN DIE. ok i am only doing it because i am very desperate. i need to see results. i am going to surprise everyone. and guess what? this works. i resisted the urge of 1000 calories today. so even if its wrong, i am telling you dont do it because it is addicting. highly addictive. very. but i am not. i am very unused to being like this. i cant believe that i found the reason i am doing this. Jackie is a metaphor, a coping method. a unreal real person. she is what i want me to be. try and find her in you. visualise your mean skinny chick in you. find her a name. mine is cruel so i have a reason to be afraid. and she can be real to me if she isnt to u. you dont have to read if you dont care
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I make my own person to help me cope too! Her name is Kiana. She is completely different from me. Beautiful, thin, happy, popular, and sane.
ReplyDeleteWe all have our coping methods.
Soon for you, Jackie will become a real person and you will be her!