Progress (continued)

like i said, i have lost 3 pounds. i have followed a great piece of advice (drink a ton of water. who knew???) and i have not been asked questions. i have also figured out that dance burns a ton of calories. no kidding. i have been given all new inspiration and a new drive towards being thin. i feel better, but not totally better. i still weigh 155.2 on the dot.. and my mom is making lasagna. fav meal ever so please have faith in me. i can do this. lol. this is the first time ive been happy in a long, long time. i like being happy. and i like getting thinner and thinner. i like being pretty.thats all we want to be. pretty. and i will be. i thank all my friends for never-ending support in everthing i do.. but this i cant tell them. they will learn when i am thin and they are fat.. eating their school french fries and burgers. i smile when i think of that. is that bad? i know what i will become, but they are leaving it up to chance. it just doesnt make sense to me. anyway, somebody told me i should read the best little girl in the world, because its a very moving book, but they said the whole anorexcia thing was really dumb. HELLO!! thats what that entire book is about. god sometimes i really hate my friends.