shallow

wow i am so so shallow arnt i? i havnt asked you girls how you are doing have i? well, none of you have called me a fat trator yet, so i am guessing i am not hated yet. one of you asked, why i would want the mindset back now that i am happy and cheery now. well, the answer to that is it is what makes me happy and cheery. its really sad because.. i miss jackie. i can tell her everything and she doesnt mock me. do you know how hard it is to find someone like you who wont call you crazy? im sure you probably do, because i get called crazy every day. Cole thinks i am crazy, but he hasnt told mom yet. thats really nice of him i guess. well, i am going to make a bigger post later ok? i am really involved with these beautiful thinspo pictures. man i wish my stomach would START growling