Wakey Wakey

    i am going to really disapoint jeff this weekend, as he has disapointed me. he says he is nice and that he'll do this and that, but then he goes behind my back and does THIS. he called just now while i was sleeping just so he could inform me that he is comming to come pick me up. god he's a dick. i am trying to keep it under my total from yesterday. my stomachis growling so hard. its not as bad as the day i managed to get awat without eating. that day was probably one of the wprst days of my life! i was throwing up BILE because of how i was "nauseated" as i told my mom and brother. ha. it felt like i was getting my stomach ripped out of the chest by Edward Scissor-hands himself. at least in this method, you can eat, but you have to pick a relitivly high starting number, as long as its not over 1,000 calories. the ideal goal will be to me at least 100 calories less, give or take a few dozen.