on my first post of the day...

i hav anger issues, i have all my life, but i havnt clued anyone in at all..im very good at keeping secrets. i slapped myself across my face and scratched my arm up..still have a mark..and i try music..but all i want to do is scream..the blog helps..keeps my mind off it. and the fact my stomach is growling. stupid, fat, ugly stomach. for growling at me, you go to bed without dinner..