i may want to re-name the blog to something a little less....emo sounding i guess. i mean, my outlookn life has completly changed since my first post. since the first time u met the awkward, shy girl who was being strangled by a divorce and parents who she wasnt even sure cared about her, to a teenager (not that old) well beyond her years in maturity, with friends, still unpopular, and still isolated. all i want is to be alone now, but now, i dont give a fuck about the people i hate..its the people i like that i am changing for..like "drummer boy"<3 who's fake name i have decided to be *Tyler*, also, i am redoing the blog again..i absolutly hate the template designer, and it gives me something to do.
today was fine..till i got home. for lunch at school i had
1. a tiny salad (lettuce and cucumber..) -23 cal
2. a carton of fat free, skim milk- 90 cals
3. an apple- 53 cals.
TOTAL-166
then i got home
2 bowls of pasta- 600 cals
2 pancakes- 251.9n
Total- 551.9
OVERALL TOTAL= 1017.9
but i purged the pancakes and a bowls worth of spagetti...
soo. really i am at about 591.95 for the day... not including the calories i burned. which is a shocking total really.. i burned 67 in the minutes i walked in between classes, and from the hour (about) and the 6 total hours i spent writing this post, updating this blog, doing homework (typing on the computer basicly) is 651, then 7 hours at school, 760 (YOU CAN BURN CALORIES FROM DOING NOTHING! your body uses the energy u get from the nasty food) and my 30 minute work out is 242.. (30 minute calisthenics) so the complete grand total after purging, and working out is... (calculating it..)
holy shit...thats not possible..you cant burn that many from sitting, writing, typing and walking can you? CAN YOU? ok...dont laugh at my please? i am using very good resources which tell me, my total is..
-886.05 calories. (and i didnt even add the work out!)
i googled the things i didnt know the exact number in, rounding the calorie intake number up (as always), i used http://www.aolhealth.com/tools/calories-burned? to calculate the amount i burned (and i didnt cheat at all), and i used a calculator, triple checking the math..so, i burn more calories than i thought i did...there is always room for more though. there is always room for improvment. never can i say "well, thats good enough for today." not until my legs feel like they will fall off, my stomach feels like it will fall out, my arms feeling loose in their sockets, will i say "enough."

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