i mean honestly look at her^^
she can dance, and her voice is amazing ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRpeEdMmmQ0&NR=1&feature=fvwp ) everyone loves her because guess why..shes perfect. she has curves too..showing that curves arnt ugly...makes me wish i could go back in time before i tried to lose all this weight..to when i was happy with myself... i am close to being thin though.. i am planning on attempting the ABC diet (Ana Boot Camp..) or some other diet.. the adc diet is 50 days long..so not that bad. and the calorie intake is simple enough..BUT I WILL BE DOING THIS AFTER the new group fast on the MIDSUMMERS NIGHT FAST BLOG!! and its called turn a new leaf. check out the blog for more info on it, so far not a whole lot of people have joined i think.. oh well, but it would be the third group fast organised by hitomi and Lemons ( if life gives you lemons dont eat them
so today i weighed myself...128.6 LBS!! three more pounds till i reach 125. i looked at all the cuts i have on my body.. stupid mistakes. now i need scar creme. and i wont be able to wear a bikini.. though i will next spring or summer! 128 means i have lost...50 lbs? because i started at 158..so i am doing well i think..i hope so at least. i cant stand to be fat. i fucking hate it.
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