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alright, day three of the fast...i ate a biscuit and gravy earlier, but purged it all up. you know, i dont see why people say binging and purging doesnt count with fasting. i am lower weight than i was when i woke up, AND because i had something in my stomach, im not hungry. but yes, i will try to remain loyal to the fast...though tonight my mom is making something delicous for dinner..which i will eat very little of, and go purge, do my 100 sit ups, push ups (i have got to tone my arms) and then go to sleep, after a shower, of course.

tomorrow i will be able to continue the Turn A New Leaf Fast (the midsummers night fast [three]) so thats some good news. tomorrow is also picture day, and the "pacer" test. my gym teacher is so SEXIST! he separates the girls and guys, and gives the girls "nerf" footballs to play with, then he makes us run seperatly, and when i tripped and twisted my ankle, i said "its ok, im just not that graceful" and he asked if that was because im a girl or because im blonde! uggg!

yesterday i got...a little drunk. ok,  i got trashed. bourbon and mountain dew is my poison ladies, i cant help it. i love alcohol, and drugs. they dont affect me too much, though i did miss school because of a hangover..not my best idea. i missed art today. makes me sad :(
well ladies, i think that covers it for now. have a nice day, and good luck reaching perfection