the usual for me is to get in trouble at school, come home, overeat, and feel like shit. i am on my period, i have a cold, and i am going through a serious binge. i think i am getting taller. i sure as hell hope so. i look like a fuckin munchkin from the wizard of oz.
i got yelled at by my algebra teacher after i told him that if he has to call home to tell my mom i said hi.so now i have an "i dont care" attitude. look, of course i dont care. i have important things goin on with me.
ladies, in a few months, i will be done with school. then there is summer break. In that break i plan on making out, smokin weed, drinkin, and losin weight as much as i can. and there is one guy in my grade that i am thinkin about tryin to get with...
He is forever going to be known on the blog as Adam. his real names so much cooler, but adam is the first thing that pops into my mind. Well, Adam and i used to never talk. in fact, i just used to let him copy off of my english work. now, just one year later, we are makin plans to go on a senior trip next year. our freshman year. did i tell you that we signed up for the same classes? yeah. and we are both going to the same college after we graduate, just for the parties though. We both smoke weed, we both like the same music..hes just really immature. not sayin i am, but at least i dont make sex noises every ten seconds.
I really havn't given this guy serious thought, i mean, he's a good friend, hes cool to chill with, but it wouldnt last long. but hey, as long as its not D.
I seriously think i hate that guy now. he's like, avoiding me compeltly. so one week he is all "lets hookup after your brother goes to sleep," to "i completly love my girlfriend." So..yeah. i dont need that. i need someone that is cool to chill with. I am lookin for a guy that can be a great friend and can make me laugh, because i need humor in my life. and i'm sorry but, all D is is DRAMA. why do you think i call him "D" drama d****** (i just bleeped his real name..hahahaha)
So...i have acne now. AHHHHH! just a little bit, but still. nothing makes me feel worse than a zit on my cheek. gross... its because ive been eating a lot of junk recently. i need some inspiration girls. honestly. im sick of being this bloated, pimply fat chick.

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